2 years ... 24 months .. 730 days ...i donno if they are alot, i dunno if they felt slow or fast, all what i know is that they were filled with love .. and when I say love i mean the realistic meaning of the word, that has happy and sad moments, that has smiles and tears, and that has laughs and wounds. I dont think it would have been love if we werent facing problems .. i dont think it would hve been love if everything was going on smoothly .. i'm so happy that whatever happens between us, only proves that our love is true LOVE .. not fake feelings hidden under the 4 leters L O V E ..

I was reading what i wrote last year on this very same occasion .. and this paragraph caught my attention :

 "Baby .. this is just our first anniversary ... maybe at some points i wasnt even sure that we will reach it .. but i'm so happy we did ... all what i can think about right now .. will we reach to our second anniversary together?? i really hope soooo ...  "


Yes .. i always ask myself this question on every single special occasion .. on our birthdays .. on valentine ..on christmas .. on new year ... on our anniversarry ... will we be together next year like this time ... i'm glad that we were able to pass through this year .. although i think it was MUCH harder than the one before .... our relationship got much much deeper, we took many steps forward, which also created many stressfull moments, and I think you also passed through many periods of self-talk and of rethinking about our relastionship, and about your feelings towards me. I'm happy that we both were able to pass those tests ...

I reallu dont know if i have to repeat the same paragraph this year too ... yes .. at some points I was so afraid that we might not be together on this day .. and we were SOOO close to that ... I dont know what about our next anniversarry .. this time the question is bigger .. cuz there is a big chance of engagement, this time the question would be .. WHERE will we be in our relationship next anniversarry .. will we still be together? will we celebrate it as an engaged couple .. or will we still be the way we are ... no one can answer this question but time.

I dont know if I should expect an even harder third year, but let me think positively, if it was harder, it'll just be another chance for us to tighten our love and know how powerful it is, hard begginings are what make a person enjoy the endings much more.Whatever happens to us, all what i hope for our third year is to be a year of love .. a year of love growth .. a year to prove for us that we were made for each other ...

Of course i wont expect it to be a flawless year .. just like any perfect couple .. i'm sure we'll pass through some tense times .. but I really hope 7ayete that you will be able to deal with those times more maturely, if one day you were feeling so bad and needed to let out your anger,  i hope you'll be aware that you shouldnt hurt our relationship .. maybe hurt me as a lat choice .. but not our relationship .. and our love. I hope u'll be able to have better control over yourself, i hope we'll get even closer and closer to eachother.

Remember 7ayete .. our third year will be SO DAMN SPECIAL ... we might get engaged, and you will most probably more to beirut and i might still be there if i had good work (hopefully) .. so many MAJOR changes will be happening in our relationship, and i hope they'll all be on the positive side.

I also hope for myself to be able to improve .. to be able to prove my true love to you more and more .. and to always stay up to your expectations. And that will only happen with your support.

As always 7ayete .. i promise to stay by your side every moment .. i promise not to brek your trust towards me. And i think that after 2 years .. you already know that my love to you only grows, it never shrinks .. and i promise you that it'll stay like that the comming year, and every other year in our life.

I promise to keep getting u nice and special gifts .. hehe .. and walla 7ayete all those girls I get you aren't for their money value, if its just to impress you i would just get you some gold or some diamonds. If you go back though most of the gifts i gave you, every one of them is special in its own way .. i never just you something just to flatter you, i get you special things to make you feel special. SO when i get you a gift, i would be showing you how much i love you not by showing you how much i payed for it .. but by showing you how hard i worked to express my love and get you a REALLY special gifts which takes much more than just money to get. They used to say "laban el 3asfour bjeblek ye" .. bas ana i'll be more realistic and promise you to get you whatever it takes to make you feel loved, and special.

Umm . .what else do i want in our third year ... oh yeah .. LOVE ... LOVE AND JUST MORE LOVE ! that's the most important thing which is keeping us together, and which is being able to fight every sigle obstacle that is trying to face us ..

SO 7ayete .. HAPPPYYYY ANNIIVEERRSAARYYY .. and cant wait to say that again after 365 more days ..

i adore you