Do i deserve that?
This entry was posted on February 17, 2008 2:57 PM and is filed under uncategorized.
WHy are you diong that to the person who loved you most among all the people whom you know .. and the person who loved you most among all the people he knows! I even loved you more than my family!
WHy r u doing that to the person who gave you all his life .. every moment of his life .. who is breating just for you, and who is doing everything in life just because of you!
WHy r u doing that to the person who gave you every moment of his thought, to the person who NEVER removed you from his mind not even for a second .. to the person who think of you first whenever he wants to share a happy or a sad moment. A person who loves you more than he loves himself, who cares for you more than he cares for himself. To a person who thinks 10 times before buying something for himself, but doesnt even five it a second thought when he wnats to get you any gift or make you any surprize. To a perosn who is working and trying his best just to make you happy, and to see you the best girl on earth ..
to the person who for the past two years, never said NO EVEN FOR ONCE that he hates you, or he doesnt love you. Whenever you faught, all what he said was " i'll love you forever".
WHy are you doing that to a person who NEVER even looked at another girls ... who never imagined his life without you, and never wanted to leave you alone for a day ...
to a person who stayed with you every single moment, who was there for you whenever you were happy and whenever you were sad .. to a person who never ran away when you were passing through hard times, to a person who calcels his work when he sees that you needed him by your side. To a person who spent 3 weeks visiting you every day and seeing you through a glass barrier! To a person who was never tiered of all that .. because he really loves you deep from his heart, and who is doing all this not to impress you, but because he feels them, and he feels that you are his soulmate .. or even more closer!
To a person who gave you the freedom and never controlled your life .. who never told you what to do and what not to do, he just gave you advises and was sure that you are trustworthy enough to do what's right and stay away from what's wrong ..
to the person who never left Lebanon because he hates being away from you, and h e doesnt want you to suffer from him being in another country .. to the person who thinks of what is best for you, and gives it more importance than what is best for him
To a person who NEVER asked for anything in return, other than love and care, because no one else cares about him!
Why are you doing that to a person whom you yourself say " you are a perfect lover, and any girl dreams to be with you" ... why are you contradicting yourself, if this person is perfect .. and any girl dreams of being with him .. why are you trying to lie on yourself and say that you dont love him after telling him for two years, and even just 1 day ago that you love his more than anything on earth, and that you cant live a moment with him? Were you lieing all that time? no you werent ! because you r not a lier! You are the most transparent person i ever met!
Does this person deserve that? Is that the consequence of true pure love?
I love you .. i'll still love you ... and I will always love you .. now, and always! And if you really decided not to be mine, be sure i'll still always be yours, you'll still be the girl I love, and i'll be waiting for you till the last day of my life.
And believe me .. i know 100% that you truly loved me .. that you truly love me .. and that you will always ltruly ove me, and only me.