This entry was posted on November 18, 2007 12:39 AM and is filed under uncategorized.
I have just watched the notebook, and as you can expect, my eyes are full of tears! One of the things this movie made me recorgnize is that the ultimate wish any two lover can wish for is to die together. Some people say "I wish i'd die before you so I wouldnt have to live a day without you" ... this wish is really selfish .. i would never want to die before you 7ayete .. i wouldt never want to make you live a day after my death, i would never want you to suffer that. This movie made me really wish that when we'll die, we'll be together, beside eachother, so our souls will never be apart, not for a single second!
Another sentence i cant forget from this movie, is when Noah is fighting with Alie the second time, after she comes back. He tells her " Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT? " Dont you think 7ayete that if everyone thought of what HE/SHE really wants everything will be better!
7ayete i want us to stay together till our last moment, I want us to grow sooo old and still love eachother, and care for eachother, just as the old Noah was caring for his old Alie ... i can feel what old Noah was feeling .. imagine how hard it is to take care of someone who has no memory, who cant remember all the lovely moments that have passed, who can simply say " who are you .. WHY R U CALLING ME DARLING !" that is sooooo hard! I felt my heart getting torn when she said all that to him. And i'm sure that he gets hurt every time he hears it, but i'm also sure that he knows that she doesnt mean it, he knows that he might not be in her mind anymore, but what is more important is that he is still in her heart, she still remembers him for 5 minutes whenever she listens to their story.
7ayete i also think that her memory loss is also a symbolism to somethimg bad ... in the movie she has a brain damage, and its not her fault. But i think that this memory loss should make us aware not to forget all the love moments together, and the hugs and kisses, and the smiles and tears, all the dreams that came true with us being together. Many people pass through all of those, but later it their life ... as if nothing happened. You look at them, and you wonder where did all those momories go, where did all the love moments disappear .. where did all the dreams fly away. I never want that to happen to us. I want us to die while we still remember the very first moment we met. I never want all our love to disappear .. i never want us to forget it.
I want you to know that our love is like Alie and Noah's love ... not like her love with the other guy! I dont think that she even loved the other guy ... she just had to lie to herself thinking that she loves him. Baby .. i'm sure that you agree that there is nothing special as the first love, and there is nothing special as a true love .. we should be happy because we have the two at the same time, it's a treasure between our hands, i never want it to be abused, or to be lost because of stupid reasons. We love eachother because this is what we want. We were never set up, we never knew eachother before we fell in love, you didnt know anything about me, i didnt know anything about you, we just fell in love! This is love in its purest form, love is just like gold, it comes in different values, we have a 24K love ... our love is pure. We didnt fall in love because you know i have millions of dollar, or because i knew you have them. We didnt fall in love because you knew i'll be a sucessfull person, or because i knew that you will be. We just fell in love knowing nothing about eachother, and we then discovered everything about eachother .. together! that was our destiny, just as its was Noah's and Alie's destiny, they met out of no where .. knowing nothing about eachother. . and there it came .. the true pure love.
This movie kept even more thought and feelings in my mind .. but not everything can be expressed, but what i'm sure of is that everything will have its effect on my heart.
I adore you, andi promise to stay with you and take care of you till the last moment of our lives, till them moment when we, hopefully, die together.

