You wont belive how bad i feel when this happens! Now you are back to the hospital for 3 more days. The first thing i would think of, is to thank got its not because of cancer. But after that positive thinking, i cant but think .. OH GOD .. y does this always happen to YOU! Why do you have to bare all these problems and this suffering .. y this never happens to me! I feel guilty cuz i've never been into hospitals, i feel bad cuz whenever i try to make you feel better you'll be thinking "you dont even know how hard this is!"

bas walla i know how hard it is ... i've lived it all with you! I'm sure u're giving lots of energy to overcome all this ... i'm sure that whenever this happens you start thinking about your school, and your health .. well at least this is what come to my mind! I know you were fed up last year because of missing school .. and i never want that to happen to you again ..

i swear to our love rasha if this wasnt isolation i would have came and spent all my time with you .. but so bad. . it is. You'll have to bare it all by yourself ... but i promise i'm always there for u, just as i have always been.

I dont belive in saybet el 3en ... but i belive that life balances itself ... it never gives all good or all bad to one person. In your case ... seems that your huge sucess is being balanced by an illness.

please take care of your health 7ayete .. i wont talk more about the health issue, because i'm sure that you know how to take care of it.

7ayete .. all i want from this life is to see you happy ... with nothing so bad ruining all this happiness ... i wish it was all in my hands ... i wish i can give you my health ... i wish i can pass by what you are passing through to show you that i know how it feels ..

i love u sooooooooooooooooooo much
hope u'll get better soon .. my angel