7ayete I hope you liked the surprise today … well .. I don’t think I need to hope .. I’m sure you liked it, I saw that in your eyes and smile .. and I heard it in your breaths! What can I do .. I cant control it .. I cant stop expressing my love to you! I cant stop doing my best to make you the happiest girl on earth whenever I can.

I have been working on this surprise for few days .. zaven wanted to do something small .. but I had the chance to something bigger, and I did it. I’m sure Zaven doesn’t care about you as much as I do. This day had to be special, and it did

I’m sorry for every single lie I lied  to you. I swear to god I still feel bad about that .. and at some moment I start crying because of the guilt feeling. I hate lying on you! And I cant imagine myself doing that. I cant imagine that I created that HUGE lie .. and that I created fake excitement and fake happiness in your heart and eyes! 7ayete please don’t stop trusting me because of that .. please … I don’t want you to come to me one day saying that I lied to you this time which means I can lie to you anytime. Please don’t think any less of me .. cuz I really feel very very guilty, especially whenever I saw you happy and excited about the photo shoot! I hate that .. I hate lying to you but I couldn’t do anything about it … I wanted to make this big surprise for you, I wanted you to be the happiest girl on earth .. because I knew that if you were aware of it .. it wouldn’t have been as special, and I wanted it to be a special moment, and a special memory, and at the same time I wanted to show you how much I love you by creating all this for you.

I promise to make up for the photo shoot one day, and I also promise to keep surprising you .. and to keep trying my best to make you the happiest girl ever.