7abibte. . I have just finished reading the book. ALl at once and word by word ...  I think that what I will say , or my reaction, might be much less than what you might expect, but I want you to understand that this thing is EXTREMELY emotional to me, and not all emotions can be expressed by words. I’m sure that you are the person who understands that the most.

The first thing I noticed is that I felt that I’m reading my own story.  I saw myself in every word you said, I saw myself between the lands, I saw myself standing behind the doors and the balconies you mentioned, and most of all I saw myself every single moment inside your heart. I swear to god I felt like I’m reading my own story, I felt that I wrote it , I felt that I experienced it, I felt like I know all the pain you were talking about, all the happiness, all the depression, all the smiles. At times I had to wake myself up saying, Ali come on .. this is RASHA’s experience .. not YOU ! … but then I remember that this whole experience was ours, what’s the difference between me and you! This explains it when they say that we are together in heart … this is why I felt every single moment

The first tear was on Page 38 .. where you talk about Abdalla! Just like all the other pages, this page took me back to a day when you called me asking if …. (u know what am I doing now, I’m staring at the screen with tears in my eyes and tissues in my hand not knowing that to say :’( ) … I remember you calling me and asking me if I had on O- blood type, unfortunately I said no! I felt like a loser that day … I felt like I cant help you, I starting wishing that my blood type would change all at once so I can give you ALL my blood .. take it all rasha … take my soul with it if u need it .. I just want you to live. :’( .. u don’t want to see how am I looking this moment!!! My nose is clogged, my eyes are red, my ears are paining and I’ve got a headache from crying! I’m ready to give u all what I have … everything precious I own .. because nothing is precious to me when you’re not with me.

What else can I say … you made me remember lots of painful moments we passed through .. which kind of made me appreciate our lives right now. You made me remember that your life was at risk, and that I could have lost you any moment, just like you lost all your other friends.

I really don’t know what else to say .. I feel speechless. But what I can say and with a strong heart is that I LOVE YOU, I love you the way they love in fairy tales .. in novels … and in movies …. I love you soooo much .. our love is way more precious to just be called Love …

Good luck with your book .. and I’ll be there for you every single moment