You know bibi ... i've never imagined that one day i'll be sleeping in Nabatiyeh .. hehe .. I wanted that evening to be special, i was planning to go to  Eman's house, and when i'm there she would call you to come, so we can see eachother with no one around, i really wanted to hug you and kiss you as much as i can with no one bothering us. But seems my plans didnt go well, i knew that you discovered the surprize from your message and missed calls .. hehe, to be honest, i was disappointed, because i felt lost about what should i do, and how will things go if the plan didnt work, and moreover i was vervous as usual before seeing you, kif iza i havent seen you since a month and a half and we werw thousands of miles away !

I really cant explain what happened next, i cant find words to express my feelings when i saw you, the moment i saw you was kind of disapointing, and u know why .. but when we came back and sat in soad's room .. those were dream like moments, i've never felt that i am loved as much as i felt on that day! everything was amazing .. i was sooo happy seeing you opening the bag, and i was soooo happy with all the hugs and kisses .. i was soooooooooooo happy with you being beside me again after all this time.

Sooo .. we then went to To Tango, then to Eman's house. I've told you many times, and i cant but say it this time also .. it makes me feel SOOOOOOOOOO good when i see that everyone around you likes me and trusts me, it means a lot to me, more than you can ever imagine. And i really hope that one day u'll get the chance to spend time with MY family, and i'm sure that they will all love you too and treat you as their daughter.

I wish we spent more time on that night chatting, and maybe trying on the new clothes which is still 7ar2a b2albe .. hehe .. but i was SOOOO tiered, and anyways your mom wanted you to leave by 11:15 ...

that night was a very special night to me ... i was sleeping where you have been sleeping for your whole life .. just a couple of kilometers away, i was able to feel all the positive energy through my body, this might sound funny to you .. but beleive me .. it was special !