I still cant believe that you wont come to the prom .. i mean i'm not being able to imagine it happen! after all this time, i skip the prom because the girl i love cant make it. I really cant imagine myself going without u to the prom  bas my friends halakoone, they think i'm stupid when i tell them about the reason. But you know, i say it proudly, i'm not ashamed to say that i love you so much and that the prom will mean NOTHING to me if u were not there, so why bother myself and go .. I already have a bad memory from the school prom .. why have another one from the university prom !!!

bas anyways, it's saturday, and i'm leaving it till the night to see if i will go or not, because all my friends are begging me to come, ow ma badde za3elon ..

but you know .. i cant believe that you rnt comming at all .. till now i'm thinking, maybe this is a game, maybe rasha is making a surprize, maybe she tlaked with one of my friends and got a ticket from them to surprize me. Inno come on ... you already bought a dress especially for the prom ... ba3dein heik all of the sudden yotla3 ma fiki tiji, inno ur dad would have told u that min el 2awwal ...

ba3dein when i asked u if u can atleast come to the graduation, u said u cant come on 7/7 because of your friend's birthday .. so ana i thought inno COME ON .. her friend's birthday is more important than my graduation .. i'm sure rasha wont think that way...

maybe i'm mistaken, maybe i'm imagining, maybe i'm dreaming, maybe i'm having EXTRA high hopes like every time, bas at least i hope i'm right ...