This entry was posted on June 17, 2007 12:21 AM and is filed under uncategorized.
I hate it when it happens, and what surprizes me about it is that whenever u get mad and decided that we should break up, it happens on nice ocaasions, one time it was on my birthday, the other was few days after new year, this time is few days before your 18th birthday and my graduation ... and it always comes out of the blue ....
i dont know till when will this happen, i dont know how long will we keep going in this cycle, and dont know how many more times will this happen to us ...i always think it will be the last time, but till now, i was always mistaken, and all what i can do is to wish that THIS will be the last time ..
bima2inno it's something that happens quite often, it remembers me of something which i already posted last January, here it is, and all what i said in it applied to this time ... 7ayete . i love u, and i hate seeing eachother apart for reasons that have nothing to do with us ..
"Rasha ... whyy on earth whenever u get mad or depressed you directly get mad at me and ask me to breakup? I mean I can’t find the relationship ... Ahmad may god bless him had died, rasha feels so bad and depressed, rasha asks ali to breakup!!! DO you see any sense in the scenario? This is another one ... Rasha feels so bad because she has to repeat a school year, this is no natural to feel bad .. rasha feels depressed and sad, Rasha asks ali to breakup !!! WHAT on earth is the connection ? I mean does breaking up make you feel better ?
I know that when you love someone, and you fall into a problem and feel depressed, the natural thing to do is to go to the person you love, and ask him to stay beside you and never leave you. Inti bilma2loob ! Whenever u feel bad because of ANY reason that most of the time has NOTHING to do with me .. you put all your answer on me and ask for us to break apart ...
Rasha .. i have told you many times .. i am very ready to be the one who will accept all your anger ... buy yyyy this idea of breakup always on your mind? Ik now that you love me sooooooo much .. tab why u always want to breakup when you get mad from something else? ya3ni does this idea give you pleasure ???
Please 7ayete .. try to deal with your emotions ... it's not wrong to feel sad or get depressed, but it's wrong to start having those bad thoughts, ya3ni when u are mad instead of thinking about breakup .. why don’t u think of us staying close to each other? Don’t you know that me too, i have emotions, if you are hurt, it's not a good choice to hurt me, heik no one will benefit."
loove u so much .. and I don’t want to lose you for stupid reasonsss"
To My Angel ....