U know .. as of today, 39 days have passed without us seeing eachother. I MISS U SOOO MUCH, and i feel like i've never seen you since a year. But you know ... it's the first time that i dont feel that the distance is ceating problems. It's the first time that i feel happy when i talk ot you even after more than a month of not seeing eachother. Many times before those times i used to feel all the negative enery, and the depression, and you always used to feel bad because of the distance.

I'm surethe distance isnt a good feeling, but i'm happy that it's no more creating sesitivities ... i'm happy that we are being able to miss eachother in a romantic way, rather than a depressing manner. I'm happy to hear your laughs and happy voice when i talk to you on the phone .. or when i chat with you over the MSN.

I missssss uu sooo much, and i cant wait to see you .. i feel bad cuz most probably i wont be able to see you before you travel i never imagined this would ever happen, i just hope a miracle happens and things would change and i would be able to see you. But i promise you 7ayete that the comming days, after you finish your exams, and before i travel to the USA .. mighttt be some of the best days we ever spend ...  my prom, your birthday .. they are very special occasions ... I hope nothing will go wrong is this stupid country - i've just heard that a bomb hit kasleek  - fuck them 3enjad ... i hate it when this happennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

IIIIIIIIIII ADOOOREEE UUU