I used to think that i am a good lover ... but time is proving that i am not! I used to think that making surprises and making you happy for a day or two makes me a good lover. But day after day i am being more aware that i am not so perfect. I dont have the power of making you happy at any moment.

Today when Dalia was telling me "Ali .. mish seyef rasha .. 7aram shu za3lene .. radeeha" ... i really really really felt so weak ... a girl whom i have been loving for more than a year now, and i dont yet know how to make her feel better when she is sad. I bet there are million other people who are better than me in making u feel happy.

I really dont know why i feel helpless when i see you sad. but the first thing that comes to my mind is that whenever u are sad, and i try to talk ot you, or hug you, you get mad at me, and i dont like that to happen. I think that is why i feel helpless infront of the sad Rasha ..

I'm also sure that when u are sad u always have something in mind which u wish me to do it ... masalan ana when i'm sad, i always wish that you will come and hug me, and i'm sure that it will make me feel better. Maybe hugging isnt the case with you, because apparently it makes you even more mad .. so all what i want 7ayete is to tell me .. what can i do when i see you sad to make you feel better ????