OF COURSE I DO !!! ANd as i told you .. rasha .. y would i ever love a girl whom i dont trust. I trust you 7ayete, and if sometimes i joked about you being with someone else .. it's just a joke .. bas there is a meaning behind it, which is "rasha, i miss you, try to stay close to me" ... i know we are far away, bas inno close with messages, calls, chatting ... all those, they keep me feel refreshed ...

ou know .. whena  couple of days pass without us talking, or without you sending me some SMS, i really get depressed and miss you ..

you made me promise thati  have never even asked myself if you love someone else .. yes rasha .. i have never ever asked that .. but to be honest .. i have asked other questions ...there are point when i asked myself "DId rasha get bored of me?" .. "does rasha still love me?"... "am i being able to satisfy Rasha" ... "am i being able to make rasha happy? " .. "is someone trying to convince rasha that our love relationship isnt true" ... " will rasha ever discover that her love to me isnt a true love" ...

those are questions i have asked ... and when i ask them it doesnt mean i doubt your love .. it simply means that i miss u, and i would liek you to always express that love to me, because i know it is there. Sometimes when we get a litttleee bit apart, i start thinking that there is something wrong with me which is making rasha get bored? am I not being able to be a good lover to her ...

but later on .. i doscover that alll those worries are NOTHING .. they are just illusions created by the distance ... and i have to overcome them ..

thanks for being my angel 7ayete .. i adoreee you . . mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh