We were sitting last saturday during the MUN break ... well i know it wasnt one of the best times we spent together, bas at least i was able to kiss your lovely cheeks

You were sad, just as much as i am, cuz we are not seeing eachother enough .. and you told me " ali you dont know what makes me sad "

Belive it rasha .. i know about you much more than you think ... but what made me wonder about your question is how come you ask it and YOU are the one who never tells me whats wrong with you..

remember all the times when i ask you ,, rasha shu biki za3lene ,, you answer "ma shi" ... rasha meen za3alik "ma 7adan" ... rasha shu bike mdeya2a "3ade" .... rasha write me a message and tell me what's making you sad .. you dont say anything ...  remember all those times when i fight with you to tell me what is making you sad ? and u never told me?

How do you want me to know everything about you while at the same time u never tell me?

ABout myself. . i always try my best to make you understand my feelings ... i write everything in this blog .. i tell you what makes me sad, and what makes me happy, i tell you what i like, and what i dont like ... i tell you what makes me feel good and what makes me feel hurt ....

bas inti you have rarely made that effort to tell me ...

ana when i'm mad at you, or when you hurt me .. i tell you .. rasha .. you said this this and that .. and this hurts me .. bas inti when you are mad at me .. you never tell me what did i do wrong, and you used to say "tzakkar kil kilme wilta ow bta3ref"

Dont you think 7ayete that you should work harder on being frank with me? on telling me what makes you feel bad .. what hurts you .. what makes you feel happy ?

Of course i know many of them ... but love is alllll aout communication ... ma fine basser .. ove is about talking and sharing ... you tell me what hrts you .. i tell you what hurts me ..... we havent known eachother since we were born .. we have just met a year ago, this is why communication is very important .... it is what builds a tight relationship,

it's not distance that would decide if a relationship will work or nto .. it's not money, it's not the number of times we go out, it's nothing but communication .. Have you ever wondered how can lovers live YEARS away from eachother, and then when they meet again they life a happy life ? it's because through those years of distance they stayed sharing their feelings .. ow if one day i didnt understand what is making you sad, that doesnt mean i am a bad lover, this mean that it's the time for a nice lovely emotion talk between me and you where you tell me who or what is hurting you, and together we'll solve every single problem ... BELIVE MEEEEEEE

Rasha .. belive me i see couple who are EVERYDAY with eachother ... however true love is missing, trust is missing, passion is missing, emotions are missing ... WE HAVE ALL THOSEEE .. what dont we use them to over come the distance barrier, which is anyways, not a very huge one ..


I love you loads my angel .. and hope that you are understood what i just wrote ... and hopefully we'll have the chance to talk about this issue face to face ... bas please mish like kil marra when we want to talk together ti2lbiha depression just open up .. i'l your looooooveeerrrrrr .. mish ibn el jeeran

mwaaaaaaaaaah