7ayete walla i hate seeing you sad. It just tortures me from inside, especially when u dont tell me what is going wrong .. is it because u miss us being together? is it your report card? u know .. today i had a dream that bothered me .. i was fighting wth you on the phone, and begging you to tel lme what's wrong with you ... i culdnt but ask you "is the cancer back?" .. you answered NO .. and i felt ealy relieved ... I wont hide from you that whenever i feel that you are angry, sad, or depressed, it's there were my mind directly goes ... and the more you keep saying inno nothing wrong, the more i get worried .... i hope nothing is wron, and i hope that it's just a metter of few days .. and sorry if being away from you is causing all this stress ... believe me it bothers me too, maybe i dont show it to you .. but iT BOTHERS LIKE HELL .. i loveee you