I was reading a book about love relationships a while ago, and I passed by a paragraph that took my attention. I reminded me a lot of you ... read with me :

A guy is saying " I am in love with a wonderful woman who is kind a giving. And when she seems to be getting too close to me, I run away. Not actually, just symbolically. I say I have to study, or go out with the guys or spend time alone. And sometimes I pick a fight for no reason. But it's really, i'm afraid of getting too close. And she has done nothing wrong, but i know it hurts her. And I know that this is something about me, not her. It's about a feelingi dont really understand, but I know it's fear. And i feel bad."

These sentences reminded me of you sooo much. I couldnt but imagine YOU writing them! Put yourself in the man's place, dont you think that at a certain point, and for a long period, you had the same feeling? I dont know if this feeling is over, I hope so.

Some sentences were IDENTICAL to what you do, or say .. for example " I pick a fight for no reason." You have alllways done that. "I know that this is something about me, not her" ... you have always confessed the same way, that what makes you afraid from love is not me, it's something in you.

Well .. maybe, and i hope/ that you have got over this fear of love .. but i really liked to share this with you .. cuz i felt that it is something that you have passed through.

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