i've just arrived home after being with you in the hospital ... back to the hospitals .. i know that you hate that .. i hate that too .. but what is making me feel not SO bad is that it has nothing to do with the cancer thing .. ma sadda2et we finished from that ...

how i wished to stay all the time with you, i couldnt leave you for a second, even when i did i felt SOOO bad, i couldnt sleep all night I was so worried about you .. looking at the time every few minuites waiting it to reach to 8:00 AM ... it was the longest night !!! how i wish all nights feel that long when i ened the sleep .. but not when i'm so worried and cant wait to get back to see you ..

last night everything was fine .. till the moment i where you stopped responding to us :S i really cant write any words that would express what did I feel, for 30 mins and you didnt say a word to us, i was holding your hand all the time .. iw ont hide it that i was afraid all the time, i had tears in my eyes, it was hard me to see you like that and not being able to do anything

hope you'll get better soon 7abibte .. love you loads