I am writing some posts .. but i wont put them online till things get fine.

Rasha ... whyy on earth whenever u get mad or depressed you directly get mad at me and ask me to breakup? I mean I can’t find the relationship ... Ahmad may god bless him had died, rasha feels so bad and depressed, rasha asks ali to breakup!!! DO you see any sense in the scenario? This is another one ... Rasha feels so bad because she has to repeat a school year, this is no natural to feel bad .. rasha feels depressed and sad, Rasha asks ali to breakup !!! WHAT on earth is the connection ? I mean does breaking up make you feel better ?

I know that when you love someone, and you fall into a problem and feel depressed, the natural thing to do is to go to the person you love, and ask him to stay beside you and never leave you. Inti bilma2loob ! Whenever u feel bad because of ANY reason that most of the time has NOTHING to do with me .. you put all your answer on me and ask for us to break apart ...

Rasha .. i have told you many times .. i am very ready to be the one who will accept all your anger ... buy yyyy this idea of breakup always on your mind? Ik now that you love me  sooooooo much .. tab why u always want to breakup when you get mad from something else? ya3ni does this idea give you pleasure ???

Please 7ayete .. try to deal with your emotions ... it's not wrong to feel sad or get depressed, but it's wrong to start having those bad thoughts, ya3ni when u are mad instead of thinking about breakup .. why don’t u think of us staying close to each other? Don’t you know that me too, i have emotions, if you are hurt, it's not a good choice to hurt me, heik no one will benefit.

loove u so much .. and I don’t want to lose you for stupid reasonsss