U know 7ayete .. I really have a bad feeling and it is out of control. Since you told me that you think that my love to you is fake, and it’s just for being pity, I feel that I can no more express my love feelings towards you … I’m finding it hard to call u “7ayete .. 7abibte . “ or say “I love you .. I miss you” … cuz whenever I want to say it, I think that what if Rasha thinks its fake ….

You shouldn’t have said those things to me  Okay .. I know that when mad not all what a person says is counted on them, but this idea that you said is not just any thought, you even started mentioning details to prove that I don’t really love you for who are, ya3ni I felt like you have thought about this idea AT LEAST once before!

Hope you’ll be able to fix things again .. I really don’t like this feeling … I want to feel safe and trusted when I say how much I love you, I need to feel that you really believe me, and that you trust my feelings towards you.

I really hope that no one is playing with your mind and puting in it those silly thoughts

Miss u sooo much