Were u really mad?
This entry was posted on December 30, 2006 12:04 PM and is filed under uncategorized.
3enjad z3elte cuz i didnt tell you that i came back to beirut ?

.. Inno come on, i try to make you happy as much as i can, i try to make you feel special, and after all that I deserve a "whatever" because of such a silly thing?
I think now you know how I feel when i call u and discover that you are in saida for example, or when you change plans without telling me, bas at least i dont make a big fuss and get mad because of that.
you know how i wish to be with you every second, no matter what i have. Did i ever tell you "sorry rasha i have plans with my friends?" i never did and i will never do ... but i'm sure that if i said it, u'll get so mad at me. Look at you, you always say it to me, akid i feel disappointed, bas ma biz3al ...
the point is .. what hurts you, hurts me, and i know that what hurts me hurts you ... that is why all of the times i ask myself, what if rasha said that or did that to me, what will i feel? and according to that i decide if i sould do or say that ..
sorry if what i said sound senseless, or the sentences are hard to understand, but i dodnt know how to say what i feel :S bas one thing that i know how to say is ... i lovvvveee youuuu