To be honest, till today, and from time to time, i still remember a sentence thathat you will feel ba you told me one day when you were angry. I remember you saying "aslan ana shu toli3li minnak". I'm sure that you will feel bad cuz i'm still remembering this, especially that you didnt mean what you said. Me too, it makes me feel so bad remembering this sentence, and i sometimes tear when thinking about it for more than a minuite. But later on I remember how you started crying when you said that sentence, this actually makes me feel better, cuz it makes me SURE that you didnt mean a word of it.

But soemtimes i think .. will a day ever come, when Rasha would say it again, or even just think that she got nothing from me after all this love. I hope this will never happen, and i am sure that all the love i am giving are going to the right person.

love u loaaaaaaads 7ayete