I was just telling you that all what i am doing with you, i'm doing it for the first time, cuz u know, i never had any type of relationship before you.

I am sure that many of your friends, would tell you, "come on rasha, dont be stupid, he is 21 years old, akid he had some relationships, inno ma32ool ya3ne! " I know that you dont care about what people say, neither i do, and i know that you trust me, you know that i have nothing to hide, i am a very transparent person, especially with you 7ayete. I'm tasting all what is happening between us for the first time, when i first hugged you it was the first time i hug someone i love, when i first kissed you it was the first time i kiss someone i love, when i first held your hand, it was the first time i hold the hand of someone i love, and when we will first have an intimate kiss, it will be the first time my lips touch someone's lips. Belive me rasha, what is happening between us is soooooo special to me, ya3ni it's not just another love relationship, it is the ONLY love relationship i have even been in, and if it is the same case for you, then i'm sure you know what am i talking about.

You might think, akid ali isnt mentioning some small rlationships he had when he was a kid. i mean it rasha, i was NEVER in ANY relationship ever, not at any age of my life, i never had an "intimate other" i experienced those 2 day relationships that kids of 12 or 13 experienced, i never had highschool relationships. I dont hide that i asked many girls out not because i liked them, just because i was loney, but i was alllllllllllways rejected. I never even had a one night date.

so i'm sure you now know how special you, and this relationship is to me, and i hope you will be the only person in my life, cuz i really dont want anything nor anyone from this life but you .. and ONLY YOU

miss u soo much