This entry was posted on October 18, 2006 2:14 AM and is filed under uncategorized.
We were chatting, and something bothered me, bothered me as in upset me, NOT hurt me.
I told you that does it bother if i tell you that i think of you physically, you were like, 3ade, all guys do it, it's in their nature.
I hope you dont think that i look at you like all other guys do :S to me you are rasha, i think of you physically, i enjoy it, but this doesnt mean that i think of you as an object. In a love relationship, it's VERY normal to think of the partener sexually and physically, especially when this things come AFTER appreciating you as a person. As i always said, i never base my feelings towards you on physical things, cuz all physical things disappear with time. When i think abt you physically this coes out of mature love feelings, and not ouf of instictive feelings ow wanting to deal with you as a sexual object. As i once said, "we have sex with someone because we love them, not we love them because we wanna have sex with them" .. dont freak out when i mention sex, it's just an example

SO even if i think of you psycially, it's because i love you, i dont look at all girls that way! I know other guys ya rasha, to them, they look at all girls the same way. But to me, it's ONLY YOU who pleases me physically ( i dont wanna use the other word lol ) ... and this is because I love you. Ya3ni before i loved you you were just like any other girl, i never thought of you that way, cuz generally i never think of girls in terms of body.
I wonder if you think of me physically, but i suppose yes, even if you deny it, or else our love is still baby love

hehe ... and please, when i say physically, ma yroo7 fikrik la b3eed, inno if you like to hug, to kiss, to hold hands, and touch eachother and stay physically close, this proves that you have physical attraction. Inno i belive that a love relationship with no physical attraction is a failure, having the physical attraction is something very healthy and natural and what is aslan supposed to happen. Or else of any of us is not physically attracted to the other, he/she will DEFINATELY one day cheat on him/her .. because we all have that need.
hope i was clear in saying my points, and hope u will not misunderstand me, and if u have any questions just raise your hards .. hehe ... kidding

love u 7ayete, mwaaaaaaaaah