We were just chatting on MSN, and you told me about your dream that your dad allowed us to go together for dinner, and he even allowed you to stay in Beirut in case you wanted to stay till late night ...

I simply said that this dream is nice, and i wont be surprised if it happend in a year from now .. and there you came with your usual sentence .. that you are sure it wont happen.

Okay .. maybe you are sure, and maybe i am also sure, but at least it's good to expect nice things. You know usually when a person says " it wont happen, be sure" they say it for bad things. for example, if i asked you, Rasha i'm afraid that we will need to leave eachother, then you would tell me "it wont happen, be sure" ya3ni u are assuring me that this thing wont happen, 3am ittamnini. But you use it on very intimate and lovely expectations, i say " i'm sure one day we'll be able to do that" you say " it wont happen be sure ! " it surprises me! you say it (although i'm sure u dont mean it) as if you dont want that to happen.

i feel that u always have this problem, the choice of words, or the way you create your sentences. Cuz i know that your dreams are just like mine. 

You could have told me " i'd love that .. but unfortunately .. u know my dad, it really hard to happen" .. inno it's much better than saying "it wont happen be sure" .. maybe to you they both mean the same, but to me i cant but read what is between the lines, although you might not mean them.

U can be realistic, but in a romantic way. I know ya rasha that we might not even live together .. i know that we might break up .. i know .. i knowwww ... bas we should always wish, and aim for the best for us. i would say

" bibi .. i know that one day we might breakup because of many reasons .. but i promise that i love you with all my heart, and i will make my best best best to avoid that from happening" see how real it is ? and see how romantic it is at the same time? 

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