I'm glad that you liked the forward I sent you about The Flower and the Butterfly. It talks about a man who asked god for a flower and a butterfly. but god gave him a Cactus and a Caterpillar. The man thought that god didnt understand him, but few days later, the cactus gave a VERY nice flower, and the caterpillar turned to the nicest butterfly ever.

 Supposedly, the moreal of this story is as they say in arabic " la takrahu shay2an, la3allahu khayrun lakum" .. this story meant to me, and i actually felt it myself.

Sometimes when you are angry and you start hurting me with your words, i share that with my friends, and the positive friends tell me : those who are patient enough, will get the best at the end. This is what i do belive. I have always dreamt of a romantic girl, who'll do nothing but tell me how much she loves me every other moment, who will never hurt me. Of course i got the best girl ever, but the hard moments i pass with you sometimes make me belive that i have to be patient, because i'm sure that at the end i'll be the happiest guy ever. Maybe not everything comes directly the way a person wishes for.

The same thing with your cancer 7ayete, maybe god thought about sending you this disease so hopefully when you are cures you'll be able to enjoy your life even more, more than how usual people will enjoy it. This disease also made you mature much faster. It also made us meet

Be sure that i'll always be by your side, and i'll always understand your feelings,  and i'll support you, because i'm sure that at the end we'll be living the happiest life ever.

You know, the couples who stay loving eachother so much till the end of their lives are very rare. Ya3ni more couples after 15 years of marriage will just become "used" to each other, rather than actually loving eachother. But i have that deeeep feeling in me that if we stay together 4ever, we'll always have this passion between us, not matter how long we live together, because i belive that our love has a VERY VERY strong base

what do you thinkkkkkkkk ? hehe .. b7ibbbbiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk