I called to apologize, hoping that this will end the problem. I sent you several messages, but you didnt respond.. many missed calls, and you also didnt respond. To me this wasnt a good sign. I was soo afraid to call, i really didnt want to hear of what i heard yesterday. I was surprised that you replied, and that you actually said sorry! I really didnt expect that, i was so amazed and touched. You apologized for all the bad things you said yesterday, and you told me that you know that i will never forget them in my life.

Well yes, i might not forget them, because i was wayy too hurt to forget them, but i assure you that the more love you give me, the easier i'll forget them, especially that i know, and knew, that you didnt mean them. Actually it hurts me even more to know that you dont mean them, because i wonder how can you tell me those things intentionally knowing that i will be killed from inside.

7abibti .. i know you never meant them, i knew they were not true, but just thinking about them makes me feel bad. I appreciate that you told me what is wrong, it was all because you feel SO bad repeating your 11th grade. I'm happy to be the only person you trust and whom you can throw all your anger over him, it makes me feel special bas 7abibti, we need to find another way to deal with that anger, you can kill me if you want, but dont use my emotions

I love you so much, and i promise i'll never leave you, and i dont want you to leave me, never.

YOUUUUUU AREEE MY LIIIIFEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!