We have talked for an hour today on the phone after your decision of break up. This is the fourth time i guess, hehe. I know you dont mean it, we are born for eachother Rasha.

 You told me that you are bothered from things i say, i had to beg you for like 20 minuites for you to say ONE of those things that bother you. I mean it 7ayete, you need to tell me what bothers you, just the way i tell you what bothers me. You cant just say nothing and expect me to know.

When you bother me in something you say .. i simply tell you that it bothered me, and i wont create a big issue out of it. But seems that you have been putting inside your heart a lot of things that i bothered you, and you never accepted to share them with me. If you dont share them with me, how do you expect me to change to the better?

You always give an excuse that says "think of what you said and you'll remember" .. rasha when i say something i dont MEAN to bother you, i just say it so innocently, i cant just remember every word I say .. that is why 7ayete i always ask you to pleeeeezzz .. when i say something that bothers you .. just say "ali .. you said this specific sentence, and it hurt me" and i'll make sure not to repeat it again. because when you refuse to tell me specifically what is bothering you, you enlarge the problem in the time when we can both work on destroying it.

bibi .. my only request to you is to communicate with me. Tell me what bothers you about me .. what bothers you about your life .. what bothers you about your friends .. what bothers you about your family. Love isnt just about saying "i love you and i need you " and going to have lunch here and there. Love is more about talking ... sharing our personal problems that both of us cant share with other people. I have problems that i'm sure i cant share them with anyone but you, and i'm sure that you have problems that you can meniton to others, that is why there is someone called a lover, to share all your secrets with.

so 7abibti .. just try to feel free expressing your feelings to me .. and when i say feelings, i dont just mean love feelings, i also mean other feelings that might hurt you, bother your, etc ....

i love you 7abibti .. and belive me .. we have been borh for eachother .. let's not ruin what we have been given simply because of the lack of communication ..

LOVE YOUuuuuUUuUuUuuuuuU