rasha .. it's exactly 3 AM. It took me long time to sleep, i was thinking ALOT about u. Specifically about giving u a break from me, cuz u keep asking me, "Ali .. when will we ever fight?" u want that to happen so bad , so i was thinking maybe u need a break from me.

Anyways ... seems that i slept .. and alll of a sudden i wake up with my heart pumping SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fast, WHAT A DREAM RASHA! rasha it is SO WOW that right now i am crying cuz it was just a dream, i wish i never woke up

I rememebr it's a very long dream, i really cant recall anything, but i'll mention few points .. We watched an episode of zaven in the studio .. i tried to call u but the phone card wont work ...the doctor told you something that you wouldnt tell me. Anyways i remember that you were sleeping over at my family's house. There were me, my mom,dad,brother,sister,uncle,and aunt (who came with me to totango). I was searching for you through thre rooms to find where were u sleeping. I found you on the bed beside my aunt and my mom.You were still awake, my aunt started to move away to give me some space to fit in beside you so we can talk. You were a bit hesitant at the first, but i eventually lied beside you. You hugged me, and all of a sudden you turn over me, both our faces are now hidden from the others, and .... yes .. you start kissing me, you kissed me so deep,and passionately, your toung was in my mouth, and i was sooo helpless ya rasha, i didnt even move, and belive me during that moment i felt it was a dream. Shwai shwai i started to get into it, inno WOOW rasha approached for our first kiss ever, and it was a french kiss! .. i started to kiss you back. And here is when .. NOOOOOOOO ... i woke up

I didnt want to wake up at all .. i mean that is the worst thing that could ever happen! you were so soft, so lovely, so passionate, so warm, so tastey, it was soo intimate and in a bed, and u were SO good at it ( i wonder with whom did u practice it before hehe ) ... i couldnt just wake up while i'm so happy, and aparently you were also so happy  it was SOOOO real ! i can still feel it till this moment ...

I couldnt but send you an sms, and i couldnt but write it in the blog. Now .. i have to go back to sleep, i wonder if i will be able to sleep. I wonder will i enjoy your sweet, soft kiss, till then .. i'll keep wondering ...............

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