I woke up early today with my heart pumping hardy! I was a great dream .. and it felt soooooo real ! I felt sad that it was just a dream, how i wished it to be true. I'll try my best to remember most of it.

We were together somewhere, in the UAE. We were going together all around, We were walking on the street, i held your hand, and starting kissing your fingers one by one. Yes .. that was it, the first time for me to kiss you. Then after that, i didnt stop kissing you on your arms .. on your cheeks, shoulder, neck, hands. i was sooo happy that you were not bothered, you liked it. I have always been afraid to kiss you cuz i'm afraid that you will be bothered or something,or maybe i'm just shy and i'm creating that excuse .. dunno ... hehe .. anyways i also remember getting into a van which was supposed to take us to my house. But he stopped far away, so i didnt want to pay him, he starting shouting, till i opened my wallet, faj2a i see him running away, i was surprized, i took at the wallet and i saw a card saying that i work in the police .. lol

In the dream, you were supposed to get a call from your doctor to give u the result of a test, you were very worried about that all the time, u even told me that you will not tell me what is the result . theni kissed you on your neck.

bibi i was SOOO happy all the time, i was happy that the physical barrier between us has disappeard, but just it started, it ended i woke up and it was nothing but a dream! I hope it wont take long time to be true. I remember that the moment i woke up i heard your voice telling me something like " u never give a lot of something" i felt you meant kissing.

I really dunno 7abibti, i wont hide that i think A LOT about this issue, maybe this is what is making it harder and harder for me .. maybe i have to stop thinking much about it and it'll come by its own

loooooooooveeeeeeeee uuu .. mWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH