Yesterday we spent 6 hours together ... it was like 6 hours to celebrate our 6 months. 6 marvelous hours! Thanks a lot for listening to my feelings, thanks for listening to what hurts me ( although u are still saying those jokes dunno ..  do they make u feel strong that's why you say them ? ).. and i was happy that you told me about what are the things that i bothered u with them ( they were not much though .. hehe )

i know that you noticed the tears in my eyes, and e sure there were much more tears that you didnt notice. I dont know why do i have to tear when i talk about my true feelings, no matter if they were positive or negative. Thanks for telling me " ana 2ilak ... ana 2ilak .. lezem tifham hal shaghle " inno it made me feel good

bibi i really trust you, and i know that our love means a lot to you. When i'm afraid to lose you, this is not because i dont trust you, it's because i dont trust myself. i'm always afraid to make you sad . i always want you to be the happiest girl, i want you to tell all people that Ali treats me the best way, after all those years of waiting for love, i cant but take extra care of it, i dont want to lose it.

My sister once had this on her nick name "Love is like a butterfly hold it too tight it'll be crushed,  hold it too loose it'll fly"

yeah .. it might be true .. i admit that i am holding too tight .. but i know that our love is so strong, it cant just be crushed .. hehe

thennn we went into the movie ... as usual i really dont care much about the movie when i'm with you .. i just want to hold your hand .. and lie on your soft arm. and i LOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEE it when u lean on my head, whenever u lean i just whish you'll stay like that till we leave .. hehe. I love it when you take my hand between your hands .. i wish those moments will never end ... and as usual i keep thinking " should i kiss her .. yalla her hand is in my hand, it's not so hard, just get her hand and kiss her .. wlak ali .. you are on her arm, just turn your head and kiss her on her arm .. " lol i cant stop thinking ya rasha .. lol .. i've told many people about this issue, and everyone agreed that i have to STOP thinking, and that it'll all come naturally by itself .. i'm still trying to stop thinking

then we went home .. hand in hand ... ( by the way .. why is it always me who has to grab your hand ... can it be the opposite more often ? i like it when you take the lead and glad my hand, it shows interest ) .. we had lunch .. we sat .. and chatted . and it was sooo much fun .. i wish we can spend such days more often.

IIIIIIII loooveeeeee youuu .. by the way .. ghazal is so cute hehe .. smalla smalla ...