After a phone call with you, trying to make you feel a bit better, i still felt that i am failing my mission. I know what should be done, but the probem, and you know it, is that we are not always close to eachother. I got this SMS from you after the call :

" I dont know y, but am sick of words,i need u beside me,i want to sleep and cry and shout between your arms.I feel that we are so far ,i'm feeling os down! "

bibi, i know that for me to be a good lover and care giver, the least thing is to be close to you, but unfortunately, it came out that your second half, and my second half, is at least 80 KM away. Buty ou know rasha, our love is very true, and our relationship is VERY strong, and this is a proof. A non formal relationship that would last time now for 6 months, with the couple being away at least 80 km most of the time + one month you spent it in France + 20 days in isolation + i went to uae for around 20 days. Isnt a relationship passing all those obstacles perfectly supposed to be a perfet relationship ? Isnt a love that grows, instead of fading, after all those obtacle a heavenly love ?

Rasha. . i truely believe in our love, i know that we are far, but i also know that we are doing our best. You said that you wish to cry between my arms, Rasha you cant belive how muchh i wishes that to happen, i've always wanted to feel like i am being your protector, i am being the person whom you let out all your bad feelings to, of course not forgetting the good feelings also

baby, shwai shwai we are getting to spend more time together, and nshalla when your dad knows about the whole thing we'll have the chance to spend even more time alone. Cuz when your dad knows, and approves, i dont think we have to care about what would anyone else think.

Love you soooooooo much ... no matter how far we are (k)