I was imagining something since the day we knew that your cancer test was negative. Look 7ayete, i dont want you to feel bad or guilty, i know that i shouldnt share this thought with you, but i'm doing so cuz we promised to share all my thoughts and feelings. Be sure it's just a strange thought, and it only happen in american movies, hehe, so please just read it and forget it ..

 The first day when I was back to Lebanon, and when u were waiting me in roadsters at night, i told you that i was feeling a bit sick, well of course that was because i didnt sleep for 2 days, and I have spent a lot of energy, so of course i'll feel sick! But guess what .. i started imagining ... whatt if Rasha's cancer left her, and came to me. You know how in romantic movies, when two people love each other so much like we do, miracles happen. I have always imagined myself saving you from cancer by taking it from you. SO i just couldnt resist that thought when i knew that you are cured, hopefully forever.

anyways 7ayete .. it's just a thought .. and it only happens in movies Hope it didnt bother you ..

lovvvvveeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuu ya 2amarrr ... mwaaaaaaaaah