I AM BACK ! I really cant belive it. I now feel home .. i now feel safe, close to you. Yes, maybe you are the only reason why I came back, and i'm proud to say that. Yes Rasha, i came back just for you, to be with you. It makes me feel better, and it makes you feel better.

Today we spent a very special day, VERY special. If course i wished it to be more special because we knew that the cancer had disappeared, but we had some limits. I promise you 7abibti that we'll celebrate that in a very special day.

When i was waiting you at dunes, I WAS SOOOO NERVOUS ! I really could feel my heart jumping from its place with each beat, can you belive that i still feel tense every time i have to see you, i always get the same feeling a person feels on his first date, which is special. But with you i feel that EVERYTIME, which means seeing you is extremely special everytime. DO you also have this feeling when we are about to meet ?

I kept looking around for 20 mins, the more time passes, the tenser i got. Till i saw you! I wished i cant run, hold you, hug you, kiss you, fly with you to a place were no one but me and you are there. But unfortunately all what i was able to do is hug you in a place crowded with people

you looked so nice, as usual. you acted so nice, you talked to me so nice, everything about you was just marvelous. It's really nice to see that my angel is starting getting used to the idea of love, to the idea that we might live the rest of our life together, to the idea that there is a guy who would do anything to hear some nice words, to hold hands, to hug .............

i have lots to say, but i really dont know how to organize them. Just know that what i say here is no more than 1 or 2 percent of what i really feel deep inside me. I love the way we were together, i loved the way we shopped together, i loved the way we held our hands, i loved the way i had you around my arms. I just loved every moment we spent. Rasha .. i literally fall in love with you every moment. They say that with time love starts to faint, and what comes back is just the fact that we got used to eachother. But NO .. with you, i always feel like i have just fell in love with you. Belive me rasha, till today, the only difference between out first date, and today, is that now we are sure about eachother. Your love is growing in me, i have never felt bored, i have never wished that i loved another girl, and i will never do. 

I LOVE YOU .. LOOOOVEEE YOUUU ... I lovee you .. i wish they would invent a love meter, just to be able to prove for you, for once how much i really love you, because with my humble human abilities, i will never be able to show you more than 5% of what i have towards you inside my heart.


I CLAWNA YOU