today when u asked me to call, i was surprized. I thought maybe there is something so important! I was so shocked to hear your voice crying. And i was more shocked and speechless to know that a friend of yours is dead. I felt so useless at that point. my love is tlaking to me wanting me to help her, and i'm in my turn speechless, and have never faced such situation before.
I wouldnt hide that i felt good for the fact that you called me when u were feeling bad. I always wanted to feel that i am a good place for you to share your worries.
7abibti in this life, we lose people we love, and we meed new people whom we also love. I've never lost anyone close, so i wont claim that i know your feeling, but be sure that i can feel with you, because with Lovers, distance is never a barrier to touch eachothers feelings.
nchalla 7abibti ykoon Roni halla2 resting in peace somewhere else. Some where which is free of wars, free of dieing children, free of sad moments, filled with happiness, filled with love, and filled with nice moments. I'm sure that from up there Roni is praying for you and for all of us 
Love you my angel ... i know that you neeed a BIGGG hug ... i need that even more. We'll soo be close enough to hug.
Good night