In a previous entry, i talked about the kissing issue, now i feel bad because i even have to talk about the hugging issue. hehe. I dont know if i should laugh at what is happening, inno it's really funny, but i feel so sorry for it at the same time.

We discussed this issue through SMS yesterday, but i would like to write my feelings again over here.

Yesterday, like several other days, we spent good amount of time together, and at some point we were even all alone. but we never hugged even once. As i told u, i really feel bad when i see everyone approching you to kiss and hug you, while me your brloved boyfriend never kissed you, and rarely hugged you for the past 5 months. I also feel bad how i get to hug and kiss all my friends, but i never get to do that with you, isnt that funny enough ? or let's say strange enough ?

I dont know what is creating that barrier between us. I dont want to blame anyone of us. But what i am sure of is that this issue should be solved soon, because the longer we take to get used to hugging and kissing eachother, the harder and more impossible it gets! Imagine a couple who are celebrating their fifth moment of deep love, but have never kissed, not even a cheek or hand kiss, and have hugged for like 3 times only.

The first time we hugged we were not yet a couple! it was the first time we see eachother. The second time was like 2 months after that, which is 2 months after we became a couple, it was also in Zaven's studio, the third time was when i saw you for the first time after you returned from france ( it was a GREAT day btw ) .. and of course some times we sat close to eachother with our arms around eachothers shoulders .. i love those moments

To my memory, all the hug approaches were by me, many were rejected, which maybe created a problem in my head. Some were accepted, but in those some you made me feel as if you are hugging me just because u have to, not because you feel like. Notice, i am saying that that is what I felt, and what I felt may not resemble your true feelings.

I dont like being the one who always approaches a hug .. this makes me feel that it's only me who wants a hug, what about you, dont u need a hug sometimes ? Dont be afraid to approach for one. And by approaching i dont mean to ask me " ali, let's hug", just approach close to me, open your arms and everything will just go naturally. If you do that once, and i do that once again, khalas, we'll get used to it, and no one will be afraid to approach for a hug.

I belive that hugs are a major element in a healthy relationship, but i dont know why do we still have that physical barrier between us.

Byyy the wayy .. hehe .. i'm glad you didnt kiss Ali"2" today walla if that happened infront of my eyes, midri shu ken sar fini!!!!!!!!!!!! Of course when i mention a kiss in this context i mean the formal 3 kisses .. lol walla i would have killed someone, dont know whom will it be halla2 ramy got those formal kisses a lot, yalla ma3le iza ramy, ma3 inno kamen it makes me feel shwaiii bad.

lol .. do you think that the first step should start by formal kissing ? hehe . dont know, i think i have to take a professional opinion about this issue, i'm thinking about asking Dr. Raed Mohsen, he's an expert in relationships

At the end i have to say that being physical is a major part of a successful relationship .. and i really hope that this barrier between us will be demolished sooooooon we should enjooooooyyy eachother to the maximum ( dont go so far with your thoughts ) hehe

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