i swear it's not in my hands i have to go to UAE, my family is obliging me to go .. akid not forever .. bas inno till university starts, or till the war ends..

I feel so guilty leaving you alone, especially after that what you said today when we were together. I feel so guilty leaving my country :S

I know how sad you feel, even though you might not express it in the correct amount, but i can feel it. I can see those very few tears that you work very hard on not letting them out, and i admit that you are very good at that, but it doesnt work on me, i can feel everything in you..

i'm sure that one day we will be traveling somewhere together, just as u wished in the SMS u just sent me while writing this.

you traveled a whole month, and all what happened is that i loved you more ... i hope u wont forget me if i travel for a couple of weeks.. I'm saying a couple of weeks not knowing really how long will i stay, it might be a couple of weeks, a couple of days, or a couple of months. Of course i hope that everything will be better very soon so i can come back quickly, heik bil7a2ik before u forget me or else, it's my problem ma heik ? hehe

i really feel so bad leaving u in this situation

looooveee u soo much