Ok .. this might sound soo stupid and selfish, but a couple of days ago a thought came to my mind, and I couldnt stop it. I started thinking about all the "valuable" stuff i gave you, which were left away in your house in nabatiyeh. You know, if i used to pray one million times that your house will stay safe and sound, now I am praying 905908243750892374 times.

especialllllllyyy the dry rose bouquet ... that means a lot to me

anyways ... i really really hope that when u come back everything will be just the way you left, and not to sound very selfish, if the whole house was to stay safe 3ala 7seb our intimate stuff, then i'm fine with that. I always want the best for you

love uuuuuuuuu