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What if you died ? it IS a hard question, I admit that i have never thought of it, althought many many many people have told me, how you do you dare loving a girl with cancer, you shouldnt have taken that risk ..

I thought .. what the hell are they talking about ! Is a person with cancer an alien ? Okay he has a disease .. we all have diseases .. okay, this desease might not be cured, and the patient might die, we all WILL die eventually, who knows I might die before you!

My love to you is REAL! i dont love you as an object, i love you as a person, what concerns you is what concerns me. I would be lieing to say that i'll go on normally with my life as if nothing happened, if this will be the case then this will prove that my love to you wasnt true and deep enough. You'll always be in my memory, and i'll always love you, my first true love story is with you, and hope this love story will last forever, cuz i really have lots of love to give ..

I wont hide that I once thought about what is one thing that I would do if you die one day! It's really really hard to say it, cuz I never want it to happen. I once fantacised that i'll be going every single day to your grave, and put a red rose on it, till one day a huge mountain of red roses will be over your grave, and everyone in the world will know our story, it'll be the famous love story of Rasha and Ali.

Baby, re-read the film script i wrote about you "The Rose", and think well about the ending, hope that the end of this film will be the beggining of your new life soon

What worried me most now is you wanting to break up because of feeling bad about me, please I never want that to happen. Because if you think that i am suffering by being with you, know that you are wrong, and i'll be sufering more and more than i'm not with you, knowing that you need me badly.

LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU