I really wonder if it's france .. or it's being away .. or it's missing me ! I feel now i am talking to a different rasha, not so different .. she's just the rasha that i knew was hiding deep inside .. and trying to slowly and slowly show up.

 I wont hide that this is also the rasha that I see whenever we are few days away ... but you totally change when we meet face to face ... but i realy hope that this time it'll be different, cuz when i see you next time, it'll be more than a month since i last saw you! and it'll be around 3 months since we last hugged ( which was during Zaven's birthday ) ..

I wish i can say " i love you more than ever " unfortunately i cant ! yes .. i cant ! or let me say, fortunately i cant, because since I loved you, i have loved you to the maximum, there is no more, BUTTT, the energy inside me is able to always create more and more love to give ..

Cant wait to see you .. and to spend lots and lots of time with you, with the rasha that I love, wheather u were happy or sad, releifed or depressed, i love you .. and i'll always love u ...

mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah