Baby ... i just want you to know that ifffff one day I decided that we should leave eachother ... this doesnt at all mean that i started to love you any less, you know how much I love you, i looove you so much to an extent that even if someday i love you sooooo much lesss (which will never happen) i'll still be loving you more than any single guy loves his girl on this earth ...

 I want you to know that if I decided that we should leave, this is because I love you so much, and it is so hard for me to see that the girl I love rarely shares me what she feels. It's hard to feel that i am always giving, and rarely taking, and by this i dont mean material stuff, i mean love and emotions. Material is my least interest ... one love word, one smile, a hug, a kiss,those mean a lot to me more than anything money could ever buy.

I've always been a care giver ... i always cared about everyone, helped everyone, loved everyone, but i was rarely been taken care of, rarely been remembered, this seems to be what happens to kind people, I care for people over my own benefit.

But i hope with you those things will change, I hope that one day you will be the person who will give me ALLL that love and care that i didnt get through all my past years, yes, I am a baby, and I want someone to ask about me every moment, I want to hear "i love you " ... " i am there for you " ...  " i'll always be beside you " .. i love to hear those sentences every single moment ..

many times I think ..  did I get out of a one sided love to fall in another ? i'm sure not, i know that you love me as much as I love you, i know that this time my love is sharing, but i am always afraid, that's why I always want you to make me feel safe ..

love you