and i'm not yet 21 yalla it's less than three months  ow bil7a2ik mish bas inti you have a birthday ..  ana kamen

I know that the past year held lots of hard times for you .. lots of tears, and depressions, although you always tried to hide many things from me, but i always felt them, it's an option that comes with me, you dont have to talk for me to understand you. This option comes with a program installed in me called "LOVE" ..

DOnt know, I wanted to say that maybe meeting me was a happy thing that happened for you this year, but unfortunately I cant say it, you have to say it, cuz  i might be mistaken .. hope not

Manyyy times you make me doubt that being with me makes you happy, sometimes i feel that i am failing in my mission of supporting you, in making you happy, in drawing the smile on your face. But as i always hope. i'll hope this time also that i am mistaken. I just hope things will soon change.

I always say to myself, Rasha is passing through an EXTREMELY stressfull stage in her life, so maybe she's not being able to really show the happiness she feels with me, which i'm sure that you feel. SOmetimes i say, maybe Rasha feels safe with me and close to me, that's why she releases all her stress infront of me..

ANyways .. you know that i'm always there for you .. weather you want to show me your happiness, or sadness. I belive that when if I accept to see you happy, i should also accept to see you frustrated, or sad.

LOVE YOU